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30th-Nov-2007 10:05 pm - OOC IT'S SO EXCITING
John Sheppard can now be found at lordofephesus over on insanejournal!

Sam's kind of a brat.
9th-Jul-2007 02:13 pm(no subject)
As a late little note.

I might have myself a new best friend here, after the best birthday of all time.
31st-May-2007 11:13 pm(no subject)
It's been a while so I'd better ressurect this thing again. One of these days, I'll find teh time to update it daily like I used to.

Still seperated from the family. It still sucks. Elizabeth and I are developing a nice, strong relationship because of it, though, so that's good. Also good is that on my last visit home, my babygirl has stopped wailing every two seconds if I'm not holding her, and my step-daughter seems to have learned the meaning of the word clothes. Even though she did turn down my invitation to take her shopping, which is weird, but I'm attributing it to the whole memory loss thing.

Speaking of, I checked on Shakti, she's doing fine. No more spontaneously aged family members or sudden memory loss.

People have stopped trying to kill each other. The wraith still hate us. The genii still hate us. Someone inform me whatever happened to Ford? I know I told someone to take care of getting him settled somewhere but I don't remember ever finding out.

In the obligitory 'I hate myself' moment: It's a general agreement that I'm a bad parent. Fantastic.
8th-Apr-2007 10:07 pm(no subject)
Okay, so here's what's going on. More for posterity than to actually inform anyone. Because...you all know what's going on.

There was a nuke dropped on our planet. We managed to get away -- thanks to my kid and the city's ability to fly. But now we're screwed, fighting two wars, and we've had to actually move backwards in getting declassified. Families have been sent back to Earth, along with a significant part of our staff.

My family's moved to Polly's London, and once again, I'm not around when people need me. But, after a brief consideration of transferring, I'm sticking with Atlantis. We'll be able to bring them back, one of these days.

Things are weird, here. We can see land, and the stars are all wrong. I'm flying when I can, scoping out the planet and all that. But there's a lot of paperwork to get done and I'm taking whatever time I can get to go see the family. It sucks being away from them like this. I don't know how people do it. Missing your children growing up doesn't make for fun times. At least Liz is here with me. That helps.

Sometime in the next few days, Nathan and I are going to get gate activity back up and running. We need to find out where the Genii got that fucking ship, and where they figured out to make their nukes work. I'm more worried about the ship. For now, though, things are getting back to normal. For the given value of in Atlantis.

It's kind of sad that I even miss the demon dog.

What I'm supposed to be doing right now is going through my personel files and getting rid of the ones who aren't here anymore. But...I've done this too many times. What I really want is to go to fucking London for a few minutes and hold my baby. Which I could be doing instead of writing so much here, except for how if I did, I wouldn't be coming back any time soon and these things need to be gone through.

I hate having to mark off the files of people who have died. I hate having to go talk to their families and tell them that I can't give them anything when I tell them their loved one is dead. Maybe Liz will go with me, if I go with hers....

What the hell am I going to say to Ford's family? Again. First it's he's MIA, and now he's five. And it's not wearing off this time. We've got him living with my family for now, until we can find something more permenant. He seemed okay, last time I saw him, which is something.

I don't know. I should work.
28th-Feb-2007 11:03 pm(no subject)
We're in deep shit. We might not make it. If we don't...I just want everyone to know a few things.

Donna, Jon: I don't even have the words to express it, but you already know. Take care of everyone for me. But most of all, take care of each other.

Sam: Keep them okay. When the babies are old enough to understand, tell them I love them. There are...letters. At the house in Seymour. You'll find them. I'm proud of you.

Rest of the family capable of reading: Take care of the little ones and each other. I love you all, even if you're batshit insane.

All Atlantis personelle we sent off: You're all...amazing. Standing up like you have under the pressure. I couldn't have better things to say about any of you.

Those staying: I hope someone tells your family just how brave you all are.

Friends I don't speak to enough: ....I wish I did.

Someone remember to keep evilme and Catherine whole.

Hopefully this will all be irrelevant.
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